As much as I have enjoyed my time here in Jakarta, it’s been such a bitter sweet experience. To be so close to such tragedy just burns my heart. All the Asian news coverage is of course about Japan and the horrific nightmare that is the state of such a beautiful country. One of my favorites in…
Stop me if you’ve heard this one before: Charice is joining Glee.
No, really this time!
When that rumor began to spread earlier this month via her loose-lipped manager, Charice herself shot it down via Twitter. “I just want to let you all know, that it’s not true that I’m going to be on…
So Charice WILL be joining the cast of Glee.. dont know how I feel about this but.. she will be the foreign exchange student whos voice will compete with Rachels.. well.. we will see how this goes
a friend sent me a message in ym asking me if i could help him get a job here in singapore. so i asked why? he answered, he has friend who got a job here only after trying his luck and so he wants to try too because he was bored with his work. so i told him..is there a job not boring? then he said, he just got promoted. thats good..so i asked him to stay for a while longer. then he said..maybe he should just commit suicide because he was bored with his life..we laughed about it. i hope he wont do it because that will be a lame reason to end his life. but it hit me…i need to do something with my life other than being engrossed with charice stuff! i need a break. i’ve tried to do this before but every time i try to.. something comes up that i need to attend..chadik! i need to write this because this is the only way it can be done.i hope.. lol..
yesterday, carl declared that it was schoen’s day. i dont know how it all came about but it was funny. all words should have schoen in it. it was hard lol. i think i need to write about her now. i was supposed to do this sometime ago but i told myself..i need more facts and time to know more about this mysterious lady. as far as i know, nobody has seen her. nobody knows her real name. we only know she’s from germany and that she’s a chaster who works 24/7 for charicemania. ironically, behind that crabby picture is someone who loves charice. she’s just all over charice fansites..can you imagine that?! while im loyal to charicemania (ehem..admin, i need my virtual salary raise lol). well, with so much busy-ness and crazy-ness i wont have time to roam to around different sites at the same time. i also have other non-charice (forum) sites i follow and it became harder to keep up with them all ever since i dedicated my “work time” and free time to work for charice and charicemania. yes, i do charice stuff in office or work overtime for CM…crazy isn’t it? lol so far my boss has not caught me coz he really doesn’t care much what i do as long as i get my work things done.
it was her who got me in CM. she asked me if i can be a moderator..i never really thought about that. but the first thing that came to my mind was charice..i can help charice if i agree. so i said yes. i’d say she’s my “mentor” but i am a teacher to her..bwahaha! i teach her things she doesn’t want to learn but she needs to. lol…but i owe her alot. she’s been good to me. except for the annoying buzz buzz moments. she likes to do that..good thing, my sound is muted in office. lol
my first impression to her was he was arrogant/bossy moderator of CM. he came off as “strong” with his words. take note - i didnt know he’s a she..lol. i had to ask some people many times and confirm about she’s a she.. haha!
she’s that mysterious! my curiousity grew as i learned more about her. i wanted to see her picture. until the time i got fed with her “smart” excuses. i was really upset. when im mad i say it and im serious with my words. but i easily forget about it after sometime. i apologized and we were ok about it. sometimes i think, life is full of lies that you never meant to be like that. there is no “truth” to some things because they are meant not be disclosed. i value my friends that why i get upset when things dont go my way. it kinda affects me that sometimes i do crazy things. i am crazy when it comes to friends…but i dont know if im a good friend..haha! i havent heard it say to me in a while. you need to know me before you can say so..because some people i know tell me..i am not approachable. hmm…i admit i am. because i dont want to be like “feeling-close” although sometimes i try to reach out. i am still nice. i am patient. if you do something bad to me i can still forgive you. bwahaha! but sometimes i offend people with the things i say. i never really meant to do that. so im sorry, if anyone feels that way.
she’s protective of her personal info…as if im gonna ask police to arrest her for killing an ant..hahaha! i understand that because i was once like her. but with what happened in the past, i realized you can protect your life by choosing the people whom you share your personal info with. and we all die anyway. it’s not that i want to leave this world but no matter how you try to keep your life safe..when it is your time it is your time. so just enjoy life while you can.
i remember there was a time she got mad at me for reasons i wont say here..but i felt really bad. it’s one of those times when you tell yourself - i shouldn’t have said it. i was wrong. it takes some courage to admit to myself but yes i do that when i know i am wrong. nobody’s perfect. we make mistakes. it’s part of life that keeps you going. if that didn’t happen, i wouldn’t know what kind of person she is. but i am not judging her with only based from that. i have no intention to judge anyone. no right to do that. we share some common ideas/beliefs/decisions but i wont say we are the same. sometimes we think the same but our reasoning in life is different.
i read blogs and there are only few..rare occasions when i read the entire post. i read her blog. i am impressed. and up to now i am still although i don’t tell it to her. haha! and if im really super impressed about a post i will say it and leave a comment. if you write well, i will say it. if you’ve done something good for me, i’ll say thanks.
there are many times when i just laugh talking/chatting with her on ym and plurk. she is hilarious. she has unintentional jokes that just make you laugh. craziness. the icon =)) (rofl) is overused in our conversations. lol
my facebook account has more than 500 friends..more than half i personally know from acquaintances, high school and college, church,etc. others are artists/musicians, about 50 chasters. but with that number..i could only count how many of them have touched my life to be the way who i am now. i only write when im truly inspired by someone or about a topic. those are the people i wont forget for the rest of my life. schoen you’re one of those…sadly..lol so when i die before you do..i will always visit you! bwahahaha! maybe then, i will see how you look like but too bad i wont know it because i am dead.
thank you for everything. words are not enough to express my appreciation. «— this is a cliche but i still like to say it anyway because i mean it. :)
PART 2..to be continued..
One cut ankle, blistered feet, sore arms and legs and a terrifying experience of being lost in one of Canada’s biggest cities — yet it was all worth it in the end just to see her smile.
June 4th will be one day I will never forget. I had heard from a few fellow Chasters that Charice would be…